OMGWTF

So I haven't blogged in quite a while. Let me start off with a big FUCK YOU.

Okay, I'm very fucking pissed off right now. I don't really want to go in to it either right now. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of everything. It seems like the harder I fucking try, the worse things get. Fuck.

I started counseling today. I really just want some magic fucking pill that will make me happy. Dammit, I fucking deserve to be happy. Why the fuck can't I be happy? It's not fair. I've done so much good in my life and I try harder to succeed than anyone else I have ever met, yet I get shit on all the fucking time. Why do other people get it so fucking easy?

I fucking hate everyone. I really do. I am trying to sit here on my own right now and I have lots of people who insist on fucking talking to me and sitting by me. I'm very much so annoyed with every single person on this earth. I really just want to be alone right now.

Ugh, I'm not making any sense. Oh fucking well.

I can't wait until tonight is over with cause I'm not doing shit this weekend. I'm not leaving my apartment and I don't want any visitors. Actually, I can think of only one person in this world that I would see and wish he would come over, but that's not going to happen. It never is and it fucking kills me. Why the fuck did I have to fall for him? I'm stupid. It was supposed to be just for fun and I wasn't supposed to get attached. So then why did I? Okay, I'm going to stop talking about him now.

Actually, I'm just going to stop talking altogether now.

kfuckingbye