Killing Time

I'm waiting for Veronica Mars to load so I figured I would blog.

Guess I could fill you in on something new and (not) exciting. I got fired yesterday. It kind of sucks. I've never been fired before. Either way, I'm going to find a new job. Something better and something during the day so I can actually get full nights of sleep.

That's about all that's new I guess. Haha. I thought maybe there was more, but I suppose not.

Oh I guess I could tell you about my weekend, but it wasn't too eventful. I got to hang out with my best friend Jesse and go to a show finally. Then I went back to Walter's and played video games with Ryan until he had to leave. Then I crashed there.

Last night was pretty exciting, actually. Hung out with Tony, Addison, and Ryan for most of the night. Throw in some Walter, Dustin, Amy, and Angelia as well. It was a good night. And Tony, Walter, and I are going to steal a 700lb pit bull made of lead. I'm also going to host a cuddle party sometime soon. We can cuddle with the pit bull. yay.

I'm tired. And ready for some VM.

kbye

List

So since my post last night, I've been thinking about what my perfect guy would be like. So I'm going to try and compile a list of qualities I love.

1. Ambition - I want a man who has a career, or is in school working towards that career. I don't want to be with someone who is just going to settle for the job they hate waking up to every morning.

2. Responsibility - As you know I have a child. I want a guy who is responsible in all ways, including monetary issues, work/school, and someone who either has child(ren) (and actually takes care of them) or someone who likes children. My perfect guy would get along great with Kat and they would come to love each other.

3. Intelligence - I don't want a man who uses the word "ain't" in every other sentence. I'm sorry. Speak intelligently. I want a man who I can hold deep and powerful conversations with.

4. Humor - To go with those deep conversations, I want a man who I can joke around with. I want someone who can make me laugh until I cry (it's not that hard to make me do).

5. Attractiveness - I am slightly shallow, but I have to find my guy attractive. I don't think looks are all that matters, but they do matter. This includes hygiene. You must smell good. And you must take good care of your body.

Those are my top five qualities. There are in no particular order.

Now I'm going to describe other qualities that I want:

- Green eyes
- Passion for something
- Ability to cook (I'll help, but I'm not that great)
- Similar taste in music.
- I also want him to like different music than me so maybe he can open my tastes up to new artists
- A nice smile
- Shorter hair. There are only a select few guys that long hair looks good on.
- Musical. I like a man who can play an instrument.
- Willingness to move to Germany with me after Kat turns 18.
- Someone who's not a nurse. I don't want us having the same career.
- Blink 182. I guess you don't have to like them, but don't talk bad about them!
- Randomness. I can be pretty random at times and need someone to keep me on my toes.
- Ability to skate. Skateboard, roller skate, roller blade, whatev'. Somehow you're going to have to keep up with me when I go roller skating cause I'm not going alone.

Well that's all I can think of. You'd think I could find this guy, right? Well nope, I haven't, yet. Hopefully soon!

Current

So I haven't blogged in forever and the last one was really just a bunch of pissed off ramblings. So here's an update on me.

School started back this week. I've got Psychology class Monday nights from 6:30 til 9:15. Tuesday and Thursday I have the same, mostly. My computer class from 9:30a - 10:45a, English 101 from 11a-12:15p, and Anatomy and Physiology II 12:30 - 1:45. I also have my lab for A&PII on Tuesdays. So I have a pretty busy schedule cause I'm still working 11p - 7:30a in the ER.

Roller derby practice started back up two weeks ago. I was so ready to skate again. I was missing it. I don't know if I'm going to take a break yet or not. I think I may just keep going with the flow. Derby is really one of my favorite passions, but I don't want it to affect my school or anything else for that matter. But I never study anyways, so it really shouldn't be a problem, haha.

Um, Kat is getting so big, if you haven't seen her lately. She's a year and half now. Can you believe that? I still can't. She's growing up way too fast. She's been giving me lots of hugs and kisses and it's the sweetest thing in the world. I don't know how I got so lucky to have the greatest kid ever, but I did. And I'm grateful. She's helped me out more than anyone or anything else in this world. She keeps me going that's for sure.

So yeah. My love life is still about the same. I'm single. And I hate it. I'm so fucking picky. I like dating people, but it never lasts long. If I don't feel that connection after a couple weeks, then I give up. I want to find that someone I can spend the rest of my life with. I want to settle down and have a family. I want so much in one person, that I don't know if they even exist. I guess I'm what you'd call a hopeless romantic, or something of that sort. I want a guy who's secure or working towards a good career. Someone who's responsible and doesn't have to drink or do drugs to have fun. A guy who wants to snuggle together all day on a rainy day watching movies. I want a guy who wants to cook for me. And a guy who will taste all of the cookies I try and bake, even if they taste horribly. I want a guy who loves kids and can act all silly with Katherine. I want a guy who can handle me, cause frankly I'm not the most emotionally stable person right now. There's other things, but those are the ones I can think of right now. Oh, and this guy definintely has to like blink 182. haha

I guess that's about all for now. I've updated. You've read. End of story.