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So I haven't blogged in forever and the last one was really just a bunch of pissed off ramblings. So here's an update on me.

School started back this week. I've got Psychology class Monday nights from 6:30 til 9:15. Tuesday and Thursday I have the same, mostly. My computer class from 9:30a - 10:45a, English 101 from 11a-12:15p, and Anatomy and Physiology II 12:30 - 1:45. I also have my lab for A&PII on Tuesdays. So I have a pretty busy schedule cause I'm still working 11p - 7:30a in the ER.

Roller derby practice started back up two weeks ago. I was so ready to skate again. I was missing it. I don't know if I'm going to take a break yet or not. I think I may just keep going with the flow. Derby is really one of my favorite passions, but I don't want it to affect my school or anything else for that matter. But I never study anyways, so it really shouldn't be a problem, haha.

Um, Kat is getting so big, if you haven't seen her lately. She's a year and half now. Can you believe that? I still can't. She's growing up way too fast. She's been giving me lots of hugs and kisses and it's the sweetest thing in the world. I don't know how I got so lucky to have the greatest kid ever, but I did. And I'm grateful. She's helped me out more than anyone or anything else in this world. She keeps me going that's for sure.

So yeah. My love life is still about the same. I'm single. And I hate it. I'm so fucking picky. I like dating people, but it never lasts long. If I don't feel that connection after a couple weeks, then I give up. I want to find that someone I can spend the rest of my life with. I want to settle down and have a family. I want so much in one person, that I don't know if they even exist. I guess I'm what you'd call a hopeless romantic, or something of that sort. I want a guy who's secure or working towards a good career. Someone who's responsible and doesn't have to drink or do drugs to have fun. A guy who wants to snuggle together all day on a rainy day watching movies. I want a guy who wants to cook for me. And a guy who will taste all of the cookies I try and bake, even if they taste horribly. I want a guy who loves kids and can act all silly with Katherine. I want a guy who can handle me, cause frankly I'm not the most emotionally stable person right now. There's other things, but those are the ones I can think of right now. Oh, and this guy definintely has to like blink 182. haha

I guess that's about all for now. I've updated. You've read. End of story.