Hark Knock Life

Gah, I'm not in a bad mood, but I'm just very apathetic right now.

Do you ever feel like you do too much? I do. I feel like there's a lot on my plate right now and I'm thinking of adding more by getting a second job. It won't be so bad for the first month cause I won't have class after two and a half more weeks. I'm just tired, exhausted. I don't really ever get enough sleep. And when I do have the time to sleep, I either have something that needs done or I just can't fall asleep.

Working midnights is getting old. I love the pay and the people I work with (for the most part), but I'm so ready to work a shift where I can sleep a full night. Plus I'm tired of not having a routine for Katherine's bedtime. I want to be there with her at night and read her bedtime stories. I want to tuck her in and kiss her goodnight and wish her sweet dreams. It's very heartbreaking to not be able to do this.

I'm just kind of rambling. I feel like I'm in a weird mood.

We were supposed to have a roller derby team meeting tonight at 7. I was also spending time with Julie cause we haven't spent much time together this past week or so. So I only got to see her for like 45 minutes then left to go to Etcetera. I get down there and no one is there. I was pissed. I know that you can't call me, but it's been that way for a while and I told them to post stuff like that on the yahoo group. Well no one did. So not only did I waste gas driving all the way to the other side of town, I passed up some quality time with my best friend. Ugh.

Things between Ricky and me are going great. I couldn't ask for a sweeter guy. He's really something awesome. I'm excited!

Oh, so my camera is fixed, but unfortunately they sent it to my old address (it's what is on my license) so I'll have to get it from Hooper. I really really want my camera dammit!

Ummm..

I think I'm going to go fix myself some food.

kbye