Ugh Boredom...

So I haven't slept today. I work midnights and I decided I wouldn't sleep during the day and will hopefully be able to get some before I go in to work. I just had a large caramel latte though, so not sure when I'll be crashing. Anyways it was awesome cause I didn't even have to get out to get a latte. Home delivery by an awesome person. Good company for a while.

Now Katherine is napping and I'm about to take a shower cause I'm nastilicious right now. Here in just a little bit I'll be taking Kat's jumperoo and selling it to a lady who needs it a lot more than us. I'm so happy to get ready of that thing finally. It just takes us space and Kat never even really liked it. She's one of those babies who doesn't like to be stationary. She loves moving around and exploring. She gets in to practically everything. She's so cute!

Anywho, pointless rambling. Today's been a good day. I've made it a point to make it good cause a few years (5) ago it was a bad day. Well this morning at work I told myself to not be sad and mopy today. I told myself it was going to be a good day. And you know what? It has been. I've not gotten upset or frustrated or anything like that today. And I haven't cried since like last week. It's like a record for me.

I believe it was actually Friday when I cried last. That was the six year anniversary of my mother's death. I had reason to cry. It just sucked cause I had to work and I was in an ER and I just kept getting flashbacks and I would spontaneously break out in tears. It was rough. But I got through it.

Well I really need to get off of here and shower so I can be ready by 4:30 to meet that lady.

kbye